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Thursday, April 27th, 2006

one week na kong intern…

nung una excited pa. lalo na sa bagong environment at get-up (na kagalang-galang).

pero ngayon, na-realize ko na nagkakaron na ng imbalance sa buhay ko *naks, imbalance daw o*.

1) ang hiiiiirrrrraaaaapp gumising sa umaga. i miss waking up not earlier than, uhm, 11am :P

2) lagi nalang akong naghahabol ng tulog sa bus papunta at pabalik ng office. un lang.

3) pagdating ko sa bahay, pumaplakda nalang ako sa sobrang pagod.

4) routine na ang lahat

5) na-mimiss ko ang casual attire, UP, blockmates, UP, ang mga trees sa oval, UP, ang mga tsinelas ko, UP, ang building ng mass comm, UP, ang spontaneous college lifestyle, at siyempre: UP –nasabi ko na ba un? ;o)

6) lagi na lang naka-upo at katapat ang computer. waahhh!!

hay… buti nalang may fellow NEDA-ites ako na masayang kasama :) atska buti nalang may end kaming na-llook forward (after 200 hours). kaya lang bigla kong naisip na shit, after kong gumraduate — which is like next year — magiging permanent na kong member ng working class. ibig sabihin ganun nalang lagi. wala nang babalikang academe na masaya at very fulfilling if i may say so. hala… :-I

don’t get me wrong, ok sa NEDA. friendly ang mga tao at mabait si sir Turiano at ma’am Pat. naninibago lang talaga ko siguro.

oh well… that’s life. right? so go lang. and take on the challenges. sabi ko nga, batang may laban naman ako. ha!

angst united

Monday, April 24th, 2006

venue: isang italian resto sa Mega Mall. nakalimutan ko pangalan. ah basta.

time: after office *yeah!*

characters involved: "The Singles Forever and Ever Club" — Me, Bevs (questionable status), Rai (nagpapanggap lang, may lablayp naman tlga), Papoo (taken. taken for granted), Aris (ex-"in a relationship").

ANG DRAMA…

papoo: nakakainis, bkt ung mga tomboy ang gaganda ng mga gelpren?

me: oo nga. tapos ung mga bading ang gagwapo ng mga nagiging boypren.

papoo: ang unfair..

me: oo! kaya nga minsan naisip ko na ding maging…

papoo: tomboy?

me: hindi, bading.

wow :D

Saturday, April 8th, 2006

i checked CRS and found that all my grades are in, as sealed by my CRes 165 *grabe, ang saya* :) looks like third  year’s finally over. looking back, i can say that i couldn’t have asked for more or something else. classes were very fruitful and life in college — though bumpy at times — was and still continue to be, generally great. looking forward, i’ve realized that i only got a year to spend in UP (IF, all goes smoothly from this point onwards!) haay… bakit feeling ko freshie pa din ako? hehe

and then, i was given this very special, A-for-Effort gift (if i may call it :D) by a friend. helping others tends to make me feel great, pero ung masuklian ng ganung pag-aabala eh… definitely more than great! thanks dustin for that photoshop work and blog entry :)

lastly, i also found out that a cousin of mine was able to top the UPCAT. after graduating class valedictorian of UP Integrated School, she’s now headed towards taking a double degree (B.S. B.A.A.). oblation scholar and Intarmed qualifier pa at that. whew! tangina, pengeng neurons!

MGA KASAGUTAN DITO: http://phoenixx1007.blogs.friendster.com/candycoatedwaterdrops/2005/11/naisip_ko_lang_.html

Thursday, April 6th, 2006

165ON CRes 165: it turns out na di pla namin mag-ipon ng maraming problem and objectives for the projected 5 research papers that we need to do for this subject. datafiles were given instead, all we need to do was to analyze and make great papers out of it :-)

ma’am pernia also turned out to be a great professor. she may have comments but no way will you ever feel insulted or whatsoever. she’s very encouraging in fact. sa totoo lang, i wanna grow old like her. super! i mean, where can you find a prof na manlilibre ng buong class sa SBC on a saturday night just to discuss academic work? (at dahil sinasaraduhan na din kami ng building ni manong na forever agit) and then, she would have boxes of Domino pizza for all of us to enjoy because of perfectly executed public presentation. grabe ma’am, thanks for believing in us. really, it means a lot!

also, CRes 165 turned out to be the most memorable subject of all. through this, we were recognized as a great batch — not to mention, energetic!  :-D

Picture_038 ON CHRISTMAS AND NEW YEAR: i was in Singapore for a week along with my mom and youngest sister (exactly dec. 25 till jan 1). we visited my sisters there, pa-christmas na din nla samin un. hehe. my dad and younger brother couldnt come, kaya ayun, aalog-alog sila dito sa bahay for a week. ahaha. Fortunately, i was able to meet my good friend there, Jonah (after passing through 22 train stations, na may interchange pa). We had so much fun! Grabe, i would LOVE to go back. haay.. nakaka-miss..

As it turned out, Gloria is still shamelessly holding the seat of power. And as there’s e-vat and all, everything went skyrocket high. But what i cannot understand is why those freaking law makers insist that bourgeoisie
would not be affected by this.

duh?!

Tres_bruhildas ON FAIR WEEK: Hmm.. the week was awesome. been to 4 out of 6 fair nights, and i only paid once. once lang din ako walang access sa backstage *talk about ‘makapangyarihan’ hehe* as a result, i had pictures with bamboo, barbie, champ, MARC ABAYA, ney of 6 cycle, PAROKYA, and spongecola *yeah guys, feel free to drool. haha*

grabe, sobrang saya, sana ganito ulit next year… kahit thesis mode na ung sem na un.

Skin ON VALENTINES: err…what’s valentines?! *hehe* anyway, we in the block had this ‘wear black’ concept — as spearheaded by jam, my other half. i dont have a date, and the only flower i was able to receive was from my soul sister — dianne (thanks dear!). nevertheless…

then, as the night falls, we had a great time sa unit ng "Katipunerong" si rai (read: Burgundy, Katipunan). stories were told, but i already know most of them. jam was so eager to hear aris’ stories, but she fell asleep so Van — jam’s brother — benefitted instead. boy did he hear loads of stories!

still.. i wish.. oh well..

Dsc01800ON CRUNCH TIME MARCH: we had loads of overnights. and weekends dedicated to acads. and nights for fun (which we fondly think of as something that balances all the freaking time we give for acads). for this, we would like to thank jam and ate lolit and van for allowing us to turn your house into a pseudo office packed with 6 laptops (na for some unexplainable reasons, nagkukulang pa din. see how demanding our course is?!). this month is also when jam, my other half, have "spread my wings" (as she would like to name her actions of tagging me along to some of her getaways). thanks jan claire *haha*.

so this is the story of the sem that was. haggard but great. haay..

also, i was able to view my grades na. so far, so good. didnt expect it to turn that way. :-D akala ko irrelevant ako, but no. :-D and when i showed it to my mom, she was like… *never mind. between the two of us na lang :-D*

ridiculous. preposterous. irrational.

Wednesday, April 5th, 2006

when i cant find logic behind someone’s actions…

i get pissed.

when someone tries (in vain) to justify an obviously illogical action…

i get doubly pissed.

and when someone puts his/her own stake in the line for other person’s wellness even though he/she is theoretically incapable to… and involves other people in the process as well…

i get to be most pissed person on earth.

aaargh!!